| well ...almost Christmas... |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|10:18 pm] |
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| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | over and over- nelly fet. tim mcgraw | ] |
humm...Last weekend i got to hang with my Jacob ...i love that kid!! he kicks ass!!! lol then last week was the last week of school...then Christmas Break! lets see whats new? umm...volleyball sucks...school is ok...and humm...my relationship life...SUCKS majorly! lol but o well not really worried about guys right now ...ha for the first time of my life im more interested it my school work! but kinda sucks i took so damn long...! lol i just want to make something out of my life...show my family that i can do it...and that i wont turn out like my bother! show people im not some dumb blonde that cant do anything! SO HA SUCKERS! well lets see today i had a christmas party with my dads side of the family..which was fun i got to see all my family...which was great cuz i only see them once a year so it was realy nice! next weekend is christmas which i know will be fun but also probly bad too cuz my "aunt" that picked a fight with my mom is coming..and shes has to be sober to come! but i guess i will make the best out of it ...like i usualy do! but ...lets see something that you poeple whose reading this would like to actually know........hummm...i got nothing! lol sorry better luck next time i guess! life is just crazy right now ...its exciting,scary, and fast! i still cant believe im in high school ...exspecialy i have 2 more years of it! and plus it is 2005 in 2 weeks! ahhh i wish it would SLOW down! but i guess i have no control of that !! lol but i bet all of you are just SO interested what i have to write down ....soo im going to stop now....later
its all in my head
i think about it over and over again...
<3 me
your love is greater then life!!! |
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| 5 day weekend |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|11:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | system | ] |
wednesday we had a half day but i didnt go...and it snowed! :) hehe then thursday was turkey day as all of you should know..mine was ok..b/sides the fight that broke loose in my house! but not even going to explain that...lol friday um...did a whole lot of nothing...saturday i went over toris hung out with her then we went to the movies..and saw SAW!! that movie is the BEST...its sooo GOOD...and its kinda freaky...ok a whole lot of freaky! i suggest everyone to see that movie! then i came home i was sopose to spend the night over ashleys but my mom didnt feel like going out so i stayed home and me and my mom went through a whole bunch of pictures...which was cool! found some pictures of friends from elementary...Hint Hint ...Will honto, Sam hale, Tori Williams..and many more! lol you guys were soo cute back then..DAMN what happen...lol JUST JOKIN guys you know i love you! umm...nothing really interesting has happened...no boyfriends for me right now...i like some ppl...but either im not real interested ..or their not real interested...so im planning being single for a while. lol i found out that its a proven fact that weed is worse then cigarettes...scienctific study!! lol and also X-tra credit in science! haha but yeah thats all for now...nothing exciting as you can tell...so later
<3luv me
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| yea.. |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|06:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | breach birth-chevelle | ] |
well nothing really interesting has happened...friday we had a half day which was good...the show at applecharlies was that night...i really wanted to go...but nooo! i had to get real sick and i couldnt even walk...lifes a bitch...but yea...then saturday i was sopose to go to work but they called me off which was sweet..but...Hilda Blocks passed away that morning...soo i have to go to a funeral on tuesday..but i went over ashleys around 1:30 and we baked cupcakes and brownies and i watched her clean ..i started to get sick again but she was my doctor and gave me some medicine...then casseroni and stacey came over then the party began...it was an ok party...i was hanging out with jamie,patty and will....but then will had to leave so i was talking to jamie and patty for a while...theni went out to the party..and enjoyed it the best i could lol ...but it was an ok party i guess...i had fun with cassie..i miss her..!!! i left at 10:30...which was fine cuz it started getting real gay at the end...i went home and watched a movie...then sunday halloween went shopping ..and then over my grandparents house...which was DANDY let me tell you...my fricken families falling apart...my grandparents are sick...and my uncle is falling apart and it all left apon my moms sholders...cuz all my other uncles ran away from it...ARGGG life is truely a bitch! but i got to see Jacob...(my cuz) OMG that was the best part of my weekend...i love that kid...hes soo cute...!!! he was a duck for halloween..i was trying to teach him how to quack but he wasnt interested..lol he was more interested in playing with my toes and hair!! lol i miss him! sigh..but yeah...that was the highlight of my weekend....and im sure i will have soo much interesting stuff to write about NEXT weekend...not really...but yea...thats all folks....later
<3luvme
I watched you change....
always watching from a distance..waiting for my chance... |
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| quizes |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|09:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
here are some nice lil quizes ...to i guess get to know me..lol :)
I LOVE QUIZES ....well thats all folks...if you like the results of some of these quizes be sure to Im me! lol |
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| hummm.... |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|07:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | panic prone-chevelle | ] |
nothing new really...same old same old...! school sucks...cant wait to get out...see nothing new!! lol
heres somethin for the girls... :)
HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN:
* Wine her,
* Dine her,
* Call her,
* Hug her,
* Support her,
* Hold her,
* Surprise her,
* Compliment her,
* Smile at her,
* Listen to her,
* Laugh with her,
* Cry with her,
* Romance her,
* Encourage her,
* Believe in her,
* Pray with her,
* Pray for her,
* Cuddle with her,
* Shop with her,
* Give her jewelry,
* Buy her flowers,
* Hold her hand,
* Write love letters to her,
* Go to the end of the Earth
and back again for her.
HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN:
* Show up naked... Bring
food... Don't block the TV
LMAO...im j/k w/ ya guys you know i love you!
<3Luv ME |
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| wow school SUCKS! |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|07:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bitchy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | undiscovered | ] |
yeah i cant wait to get out of our gay ass school...all the ppl are backstabbers and just gay! besides some ppl...that are actually cool!! but yea...ive been working..single as ever....and bored as FUCK! thats new with me! lol so yea thats all...later!
bitches!!
Take it back, take it all back now
The things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than i do
All the reasons i gave, excuses i made for you
I'm broken in two
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
Don't walk away
Touch me now how i wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz im so in love with what we were
Im not breathing im suffocating without you
Do u feel it to
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you
When im in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then i know my heart is whole
Theres a million reasons why i cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz i dont wana be alone
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you
Cuz i cant fake and I cant hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all i need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, im without
I'm crossed out
I can't doubt
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
some ppl just make me giggle...
<3Luv ME
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| it was sweet! |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|09:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | *yawn*......zZzZzZzZzZzZzZz........ | ] |
today i went to school...then i got a bus pass over wills and i watched him weed wack!! lol it was funny...then mike can home and they practice and WILL SCREAMED!! it was sweet as fuck! then donnie came by and but it was all sweet! they were good! then josh left ..and i went on the drums cuz im a PIMP!!! but i cant play drums! and i played guitar too!! cuz im PIMP!! lol then me will adam tori went to the band compitition and watched them..then will got mad at me...for hitting him in the genital area!! but i guess he wasnt mad at me...just giving me a hard time..then we all talked..and i saw joby there!! hehe! and we left and droped adam and tori off..and then me! it was a good day!! i had lots of fun!! but yea...i want to have a bomb fire when my dads up north!! it would be sweet!it would be exclusive..like VIP hard to get in!! lol but yeah tonite was great..i like said that 80 times..lol well later...
SWEET!! lol
<3LuvMe
im ready... |
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| well well well |
[Oct. 5th, 2004|03:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i caught fire-the used | ] |
well...let see its Homecoming week...which means SPIRITWEEK...humm..then Homecoming football Game..which we probley will lose cuz we havent won in like 30 years! then saturday tori will be coming over to get ready for homecoming ...i will be getting ALL prettied up for...who?...no one thats right im going single to the dance...i know its not really something to be proud of ..and believe me im not proud of it..but hey what can i do! but yeah im sure all you ppl read journals to get the latest gossip or who likes who...well i have to say i dont have any gossip and i dont like anyone..yes i know boring....but Owell ...lol im thinking of getting a new s/n! i dont know...humm..i dont know what it should say if i do...o well for now..lol but yeah...after homecoming i guess im going to Luca's party once again alone..lol...which im going to beg megan and heather if they'll go to lucas b/c i dont want to be there all by myself...lol but yeah..hopefully homecoming wont suck...see i wanted to go to denny's after homecoming like we did last year..that was alot of fun...but i guess some ppl just changed it! o well...the ppl who changed it was the ppl who didnt go last year..and didnt experience the fun! lol but again o well.....thats all for now..later
single...do i have any takers?
<3LuvME
im melting in your eyes! |
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| First day of Apple fest |
[Oct. 1st, 2004|10:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | baby-ashanti | ] |
it was all fun...went over toris..then Captain came over them we went to sams...then to the talent show...and then back to sams!!! jumped on the trampolean..and then we were going to the dollar store and joel pulled and drove us there..lol ..and then me sam and captain went into the store and tori and ashley stayed in the car to talk to joel..yea...then i just got really weird feeling...and it was just all down hill from there...omg...ok i dont care who knows..I LIKE JOEL!! ok ..i like him alot..everyone knows!!..YIPEE!!! but doesnt really matter b/c with my luck...i will fall for him even more..and he wont like me..or something like that..and i will be falling with no one catching me..besides my dear friends...:) but yea...it was just horrible! but o well i guess..nothing i can do..ok the brighter side of things...lol then we saw josh ...and his brother so they came and hung out..and we all went egging! which i did most of the egging...lol no big deal just threw them on cars..and sam threw one and tried to catch it..but didnt work! lol and tori and josh broke one on sam all over her SWEET ASS shirt! lol but yea...tonite was cool overall..i got to see david wyatts mom come out a yell at James Bionco yea it was funny...he got his mommy to go yell at him! lol but she was CRAZY!! lol she was callin him a pussy and a fagot and yelling out to everyone around how he sucks dick...thats a messed up mom! lol but yea..then soon after the cops came by..and thats when me and ashley left! lol but yea...overall i guess it was good...besides the fact about wanting someone you cant have! argg.. lol tori misses stefan! lol well later to all..
building burn , people die , but true love lives forever!!! <--AWESOME!
luv erin
i luv 5635 <-- only tiffany fell knows! lol
i loose my thought lookin in your eyes ...i know why
cuz your KISSES make my lips QUIVER....and thats real
and when you TOUCH me my whole body SHIVERS...i can feel |
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| nothing new |
[Sep. 29th, 2004|07:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sweet home alabama-lynard skynard | ] |
nothing new really quite bored....um..me and mickey got in this huge fight...how im such a bad friend....but he says im only a bitch to him...and no one else...well if its only him ...obivously the problem is him..but im not going to get into it now..cuz i wont stop lol ...but yea...life's ok i guess...i aunt passed away monday...it was real hard...i cried all night and a couple times during school on tuesday...this weekend on saturday i got a day off work to go to the funeral..which was also really sad....:( but yea..i got to have a rose from her buquet off the casset...i just cant believe shes gone...but anyways...back to the happier side of my life so far...lol i had dinner over my brothers apartment...and today my dad went up north..and me my brother and mom went out to baldo's ...it was fun! im FULL!! lol so its me and mom for a while! which will be PIMP! lol i may have a bomb fire or something while my dad is gone...but anywho..matt gave me a ride home! his truck has a real annoying sound sence the muffler is like hanging off it! lol yea...haha...this weekend is AppleFest im going to get a bus pass over tori's house and me and her are going to the talent show..then saturday i have work then im going to the applefest afterwards...then sunday i might go again...and go shopping for a cd i want..and then go over megans house...to help her pick out a dress for homecoming! lol that will be so fun! i miss hanging out with her! shes soo sweet! haha but anyways....yea i dont have a homecoming date...i will be going all by myself...well me and megan might go and her and justin might go...but no REAL date for me..no one asked me...yeah im a loser! lol or should i say loner! haha...everyone has a date...o well i will have fun anyways! going to denny afterwards...cuz dennys is the place to be!!! lol its awesome! lol but yeah...thats about it soo far...well im done..later...
going dateless to homecoming...
i like him alot tho....you you you haha...;)
luv erin |
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